Love Letter

Even though I never met you, I still miss you, I can feel you in my dreams and I hope that when you wake up just maybe you'll remember me... And now I believe that this is fate, 'cause baby we belong together. I know everything is gonna be OK just as long as we have each other through the sunshine and through the rain, I know that it'll last forever... just last night I stayed up late and I wrote you a love letter.

What could I do to get you back, because I know we were meant to be together. I just can't stand the idea of letting go of your hand, because this might mean entering in a dark forest, full of mystery and despair. And is this what I want? Do I want to close my eyes and let go? Can I do it without any remorse, without having that thought that it could've been better. For once, it could've been better. 

But something happened for the very first time with you, my heart melts into the ground found something true, and everyone's looking round thinking I'm going crazy... But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you! They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth... My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing.

You cut me open and I... keep bleeding. But you are the one to help me. You can save me. Come back and these scars will disappear, they will fade away with time. Otherwise, I'll wear them for everyone to see. I'm begging you, come back in my life so the sun will shine again. Come back so my smile won't fade away. 

I'll have my hope forever, 'cause you are my only hope. I'm not scared...

Je t'attendrai, mon amour. Je ne partirai pas. Je n'oublierai pas.

Backwards were they moving

I forgot to tell you how much I've missed you. No, not that mask, the foil that covered your face, your heart and your feelings. No, no, your inner self, your deep feelings that are once again hidden. And why is that? You play a foolish game just to fool yourself, you know you'll never be able to... let it go. And neither can I, but that is not the point.

You have to make a choice, but remember that one will suffer either way - you or me? Escape? Do you really want to exit your own game? I'm afraid you blocked that possibility the first time you entered the quest for happiness. Or should I call it some other way, because I'm sure you've never acquired a stage of happiness and that is not the goal. But which is it, after all? I want to know... Or, could I guess? Isn't it just to break as many hearts as possible, try to see who has many and use them all?

They're all just pawns, trying to stand in our way. Why don't you let them live, spare their lives. It's me the one you want. But I'm commencing to doubt what kind of want...

Nevertheless, I am waiting for you.

Not finished

I've got my hear in trouble. Is it because of those sparks, those bright flashes that make you dizzy? And why is that, why are you ready to be on my side? Why are you ready to wave, to make me observe you? Don't you know I already found out you're there? Don't you know I know?

But, but, but, a hug is better than a kiss and a look is better than a word. I'd give anything for one, of course, but I am not the risky type, so we'll remain at the "sparks in night" stage. I want you, but I don't want to have it on my head after all.

I trusted all the same, but I don't know why. I knew you'd lie to me after all, but I've foreseen it and prevented it. How? By ending it. It's you and me till the end of time.

I love you. I just don't like you any more.